I Miss Hot Chocolate

I miss hot chocolate.  And chunky peanut butter.  And my homemade hot cinnamon applesauce with a dollop of whipped cream on top.  I miss tuna salad on crackers and homemade wheat rolls dripping with butter.  Caramel apples, just-out-of-the-oven chocolate chip cookies, mozarella cheese melted on a pizza....I miss them all.  But I don't miss the 25 lbs I've lost so far by removing them from my diet.  Am I complaining?  A bit, yes.  Eating used to be fun, but now it's a chore.  But so was hauling around 25 extra pounds of fat, and I want to lose 50 more.  So..........I'll miss you hot chocolate.